The state I'm in *bakudenki*
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Last published Sun, May 30, 2021
Denki seems like a teenager without a care in the world.....but on the inside he is super depressed and gets abused at home
But what happens when a certain angry pineapple *bakugou* notices that he is acting strange.
*WARNING*
rape
self harm
suicidal thoughts
smutt
uncommon ships
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