My Life
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Last published Tue, Jul 29, 2014
Here you go I might as well tell people my disgusting, horrific, courageous kind of life. This is all true for starters and all I'm gonna say is if you have cut, or feel like cutting then read this and ask yourself if it's really worth it. Cutting is never worth it. I'm going to try and write a chapter thing at least every two days. This story is still unravelling, due to my low amount of years on earth, with most of it spent sleeping, trying to hide from reality. Read the first "chapter" and then decide if you're interested or not. As of right now I'll just say enjoy a pitiful person who's first name only consists of three letters.... Enjoy it for Eva. (I'll be really sorry if I go suicide, or start cutting again. I'm not getting help, so why should I still be here. I'll try and stay strong. Also this story is a kind of one take write, no edits. So please don't be a complete d*** about a few misspelled or misused words.
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