CONVERTED|| TRIGGER WARNING Chris is gone forever. Camila is a wildcard. Mom and dad are melting down completely, every vestige of imagined stability in flux. What will happen to me now? Lauren Jauregui knows it doesn't get better. Her younger brother, Chris, was bullied mercilessly after he was outed to their entire school, and when Chris called Lauren -on the bring of suicide- Lauren was too wrapped up in her new girlfriend to answer the phone. Now Chris is gone, and Laurens Family is falling apart. No matter what her girlfriend, Camila, says about forgiveness, there's no way Lauren's letting those she blames off the hook- including herself. As Lauren spirals further into bitterness, she risks losing Camila, the love of her life. But when her father begins to pressure the school board into banning books because of their homosexual content, she begins to wonder if her and Camila ever had anything in common.