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Delusional

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Reads 264
Votes 44
Parts 7
Time 47m

Mature

"You're delusional if you think everything is fine."

Imagine having no say in how you act, look, or feel like or else face forever social rejection and judgement. How would you feel if every decision you made wasn't yours to make? Living in a world of chaos and corruption, everyone seems to feel that it's fine, like we're not all just some puppets tied up with strings, being made to do things against our will by those controlling the world around us. 

I'm sick and tired of being treated like nothing. I am more than that and I will not let them decide who I am. I will decide who I am, for, I am Brenna Lawson. 

I have been blind my entire life, since the day I was born and till the day I die. Or so, that was until some scientists in a lab discovered a cure for "blindness." But I'm not convinced they're completely truthful, sometimes the cure is worse than the disease and nothing is ever as it seems. 

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Written for JustWriteIt  "a new life" Prompt. 
June 2019. 

Rated Mature for two scenes of Self Harm and for mild violence. (Better to be safe than deleted.)All Rights Reserved

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She Is Blind

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