Wanting to belong
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  • Reads 1,038
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  • Parts 17
  • Time 1h 11m
Ongoing, First published Jul 07, 2014
I can't tell you I will come back to you.  But I will say that I love the thought of you. The thought of waking up next to you in the morning. But as hard as we try there is something in the way of us. 


Ellan a girl. 
Axel a boy.  
Both in love. 
Both scared. 
Both want the thought of each other. 
Or do the want each other. 

Life isn't yes or no. Black or white. It is full of maybes and greys. A simple answer cant sum up everything. There is always something that is there. That could define us a humans. 
But that's not what I want to happen. I don't want a choice to define me. I want me to define me. 

Ellan wants to define her self. 
Axel wants to define himself. 
Not by there actions but for their love. For each other? Or for some stranger that isn't there mate.
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