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I'm not okay (I Promise)

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José  Hernandez is your local Hispanic bad boy (Well, he's not a bad, BaD boy, just popular I guess) , but here's the catch, he's gay. He's gay for his best friend. At first they were friends, then friends with benefits, then they fell in love. Not just for the sex, but for eachother. But, how the hell did all this fucking start? Why the hell did theu fall in love in the first place. How the frickity fucking fuck did they become friends with benefits? And how did it wind up in José texting his best friend saying "PLEASE NEVER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN, I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH TO LET YOU GO"? 

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 I'm drinking all this, just to forget you, baby>

<Don't call me baby and stfu and leave me alone
    
                       
                     But you love me calling you baby>
                                           Message not sent 

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There is Mature content, rape, depression, self harm, and suicide attempt, homophobia, and LGBTQ+ in this book. If you don't like all of those things, please leave, especially if you do not agree with LGBTQ+. But if you do not like one or two of those things, there will be a warning before all of those things. So you can enjoy the book without having to go through reading whatever it is. 

    


Thank you and if you do decide to read this book, please enjoy! And have a nice day.All Rights Reserved

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