have you ever laid in bed, thinking "does it all matter?" The pain that you've felt after you lost a loved one, be it heartbreak or death. The fact that the voices in your head grow louder each time a tear falls from your watery eyes. This voice is telling you over and over again that you did something wrong for them to leave, that you were a mistake. Have you ever had those days when you watch as time goes by, hoping that your pain will fade away. but, of course it doesn't ? then why ? why continue ? simple. cause of the moments of happiness you've spent with loved ones. and the fact that everything is temporary.