Depression ♥

this will never go away..
once you start having depression it will never go away . Doesnt matter what you do it will always be on your mind . Everytime you get upset those memories will come back . those memories are when you used to cut yourself, throw up , having suicidal thoughts. it will never go away . you can have alot of therapy but that shit will never go away & you just sit their & listen to your therapist because they just repeat the thing all over again but won't help you get out of it . Because it will never go away . thats why people say "oh she was so happy why did she kill her self" no bitch she wasn't happy you know why because once you been on depression you can't get out . i try so many time & when im upset i get depress & start thinking of all the shit that has happen to me .. i just said to my self "When im gonna start being happy"