Old Sepia Pages
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Last published Thu, May 7, 2020
A girl, much better than she was before and having somehow secured a good college, sitting in the oddest of places: sometimes in her bathtub, sometimes on a park bench, sometimes on her terrace under the blazing sun; writing in a diary of sepia pages, searching for meaning and trying to put her life back together piece by piece.
Sequel to "Old Yellow Pages" but can be read as a stand-alone. #findingyourself
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