why does it hurts so bad?
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Last published Wed, Jun 12, 2019
some times I dont understand why I hurt so bad. right now all i wanna do is sit and cry I'm in so much pain. I hate being a girl. sometimes I wish I was a guy bc guys dont have to deal with what girls do. I am so done with being a girl. i hate periods bc they hurt so bad I'm done with people talking shit. I'm just done. all i want right now is my baby to have me in his arms.
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