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Ongoing6m
Last published Thu, Jun 6, 2019
(This is a draft. Not expecting to finish it unless there's a demand for an ending.)
‼️⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️‼️
‼️This story contains suicide, self harm, eating disorders, and mental illness. Read at your own risk.‼️
This story is about Bowie.
She has anxiety, suicidal tendencies, and BPD. (Borderline Personality Disorder.)
All she's ever wanted is to feel normal.
But one seemingly regular day in November,
She has to come to terms with the fact that normal is something she'll never have the chance to get again.
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