Hiding from the dark

Hi my name is Elizabeth rose willow,and I am afraid of the dark. It scares me just the thought something or someone hiding from the light. It just doesn't seem right. How can you hide from the light your entire life and not see the light of the world. That's what scares me the most about the dark. It's like a shield it's blinding you from the real world. The one that god created. The one one called dark is what I call hell which was made by the devil. Why am I not normal as people say I'm not normal. They just don't see things the way I do, and some who do try to act like the ones who don't. It really sickens me that everyone at night is living in the devils lair. I'm not though. I keep my light on when it's time to go to sleep. Trying to stay away from the devil. As the years go by everybody stays the same. It bothers me that when you die your in the dark. I believe in heaven. On the other hand though other people don't believe. But as long as I do I'm okay, but it just bothers me.