BTS in my Hotel Room

"I was a fan girl. It started with Ed Sheeran in my early teenage years, Shawn Mendes way back in college, and five months ago I'm into BTS.
Bangtan Sonyeondan is the most popular boy group in the whole world. I love them not until I realized that I forgot to live my own life.
That's the challenge for being a fan girl. You need to balance your life with all the happenings that your idol is into. I felt like I betrayed the goal-oriented little girl Carmela in me. I felt so ashamed of my failures. I analysed where did I go wrong and it all goes down to my irresponsible fan girling. I lost too many opportunities in life. With that, I decided to end my life as Carmela_Moonchild in twitter I started to be myself again. I gathered all my strength to unlove the seven boys. I promised to myself not to think about them anymore. But I guess destiny really likes to joke around and like a whirlwind I'm now inside a hotel room with the boys in front of me. I would really die in so much happiness if I were still the girl who loves them so much. Now that I saw them, I felt so ashamed and angry with the situation. Angry because they are accusing me as Saesang and ashamed because I'm arguing with just a towel wrapped in my naked body. Who the hell they think they are?! Oh yes! They are popular but I'm not gonna waste my precious time stalking them like what they're accusing me right now!"

Come and read the journey of Ela from the Philippines who became the most cherished girl of BTS.