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Disorderly Intentions

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THINGS TO REMEMBER:
1) Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and tainted.
2)Starving shows will power. You are stronger than everyone else.
3)You will be fat if you eat today.

Vanessa knows her body and her disorder like the back of her hand. She knows exactly how many miles she needs to run if she wants to run off the sleeve of saltines she accidentally binged on earlier. 

Amelia is new to the eating disorder scene, but little does she realize, when it comes to bulimia, she's pretty hardcore. Vomiting a minimum of five times a day? Yeah, the girl's got some dedication. When her sudden weight loss catches the eye of Vanessa, the girls are in for one incredibly messed up friendship- if you can call it that. 

Throw the easily impressionable Meghan into the equation and you've got a recipe for disaster. It'll take some extreme measures before anyone in this disorderly crew wakes up and realizes that beauty can't be measured in calories and protruding bones- that is, if they ever realize it. 

**WARNING: THIS STORY MAY BE TRIGGERING FOR SOME WITH EATING DISORDERS. PROCEED WITH CAUTION*All Rights Reserved

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His Broken Angel

For a second I turned my back when I felt strong arms grab my waist and pull me back. Reese forced me to sit on his lap as I felt his lips near my neck. "You really want me to leave?" he whispered in my ear with that deep voice of his. "Y-Yes," I stuttered. My heartbeat quickened as he planted a kiss right near my earlobe. Why was he doing this to me!? "But I just got here," Reese repeated. This time I didn't prepare myself since he began to plant soft kisses on my neck, I bit hard on my lips. Reese's hands traveled up my body until they met my stomach, my breath quickening. "Tempted?" his soft but alluring voice asked me. I could've nodded but I was too focused on the fact that his hand was right at my stomach. Instead I turned my head back and smirked before planting a soft kiss on his cheeks. "Maybe," I whispered. ** Maggie Rosewood is new to the town, and she's not your typical girl. With a dark past and dangerous habits, she isn't planning on getting any attention from anybody at her new HighSchool. Reese Matthews is the exact opposite. He loves the attention and makes sure he gets it 24/7. But after one good look at Maggie, he will make sure that she is his girl. This story also includes self harm and bulimia, just a warning. Also, @XxUrban_WriterXx for the amazing cover. And @LostGirl01Dee for the name.