Listen Before I Go
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  • Reads 603
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  • Parts 27
  • Time 2h 43m
Ongoing, First published Jun 10, 2019
Mature
"I don't mean to hurt you Billie, which is why, I don't think we should ha-"

"What?" I blurt. "You did not just say that. You're my best friend Mark. I'm always going to be here for you, try to push me away. I'll always be here."

"But Billie, you're going to get hurt. You really shouldn't hang out with me, I-"

"No, I'm not, you'd just as soon kill yourself, before you hurt me. I know you better than I know myself, Mark." I say with an exasperated sigh. 

"You have an extra hoodie in your truck just for me. You always buy gum for me and hide it in your truck but act as if you've always had it.  When you're proud of me, you tilt your head to the right. When you're thinking you bite your lip and draw triangles with your fingers. When you're uncomfortable you rub your neck and tap your right foot. You-"

I get interrupted as he places his lips on mine.
It was a soft kiss. 

He pulls back after a few seconds. "You'll be the death of me." he whispers





(A Billie Eilish fan fic) (#4 in Billie Eillish)(was #15 in wip)
(Cover Art by TheGirlOnline14) 

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