**Intro**
A sudden wave of desperation and sadness took over my body, I had no authority over my own emotions.
I was a bystander.
Detached and separate to life: powerless and out of control.
This is a sad romance book, and my first book. leave honest reviews thanks
trigger warnings: schizophrenia, (things that aren't there and etc) suicidal thoughts, depression, death, grieving, and neglect.