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in which alex redevelops an eating disorder that very quickly grows out of control.

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tw: eating disorders, bulimia, anorexia, purging, mental institutions, mentions of self harm, depression and anxiety

please note that this is a work of fiction. when i was already a fourth of the way through writing this i found out that alex used to have an eating disorder so i mean no offence to him or any other sufferers. this is not meant to glamorise the subject nor is it meant to promote the subject in any way, shape or form.

stay safe, lovelies.All Rights Reserved

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