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Lost myself // yoonmin ( m.yg • BTS)

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Being an idol isn't something easy 

anxiety and depression are old friends..

The past holds a dark secret 

what happens when it's too much to suppress and fake? 

what happens when the dark side takes over? 

what happens when your demons start rising again? 

and you put yourself and your loved ones in danger? 

what happens when you can't take it anymore? 

what happens when you lose yourself

all over again...?

TRIGGER WARNINGS: CONTAINS SELF HARM, SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, VIOLENCE, MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, STRONG LANGUAGE.




ENJOY! 
started: 12/06/19 
ended: ....All Rights Reserved

bts dark death depression hobi hoseok j-hope jimin jin jungkook loss murder namjin namjoon rm self selfharm seokjin slightfluff taehyung taekook trigger unlimitedpride yoongi yoonmin

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Time; Yoonmin by forevermoonchild

Park Jimin is unhappy and alone. His partner of fifteen years has left him emotionally as well as physically scarred from years of abuse. He wishes just for one chance to go back and never accept the man's affections when in high school. An accident. A change. A chance. When Jimin is struck by a car and sent to his death in the icy river below, he knows he's going to die and he's happily ready to go at the young age of 30. Death has other plans for the man, however. He offers Jimin what he wants more than anything. A second chance. The only thing is he will still have to die when he turns 30 and in the same way but will be returned to the age of 15 to restart his life. He accepts eagerly uncaring of the consequences. What happens when he makes that step to change his entire world. What happens when he gets to know the loner troubled teen that he avoided so many years ago from fear? What could happen if he embraces what his heart denied him so long ago and live a life actually worth living? This story is not for the faint of heart. It will be very triggering and contain violence, abuse, depression, mentions of suicide, death, heartache. Adult content. Please read at your own risk. I'm not going to put trigger warnings on the chapters because most chapters will be triggering anyway.

P l e a s e . . . [ Taekook - Self-Harm AU ] ⚠️ by NoonaNora

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Life Time in Repeat (Sope fic) by Cryptid_Begon

Jung Hoseok had been best friends with Min Yoongi and had also fallen in love with him. Instead of admitting his feeling to Yoongi he pushed them to the side so he wouldn't risk losing him. Little did he know he would lose Yoongi for a different. Hoseok had stopped by Yoongi's apartment on their three-year anniversary of being friends and found Yoongi dead with a suicide letter addressed to him. After a year of morning Hoseok finally reads the letter but after he wakes up the next morning he is four years in the past on the day they met. ~~~~~~~~ ⚠️WARNING! This is a very triggering book with suicide, depression, self harm, and a bit of drug abuse! Please do not read if sensitive to these topics!⚠️

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I Pick My Poison by Bangtan_Fantasy_7

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