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Lost myself // yoonmin ( m.yg • BTS)

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Being an idol isn't something easy 

anxiety and depression are old friends..

The past holds a dark secret 

what happens when it's too much to suppress and fake? 

what happens when the dark side takes over? 

what happens when your demons start rising again? 

and you put yourself and your loved ones in danger? 

what happens when you can't take it anymore? 

what happens when you lose yourself

all over again...?

TRIGGER WARNINGS: CONTAINS SELF HARM, SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS, DEPRESSION, VIOLENCE, MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, STRONG LANGUAGE.




ENJOY! 
started: 12/06/19 
ended: ....All Rights Reserved

bts dark death depression hobi hoseok j-hope jimin jin jungkook loss murder namjin namjoon rm self selfharm seokjin slightfluff taehyung taekook trigger unlimitedpride yoongi yoonmin

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