{⚠DISCONTINUED⚠} Moving to a new hospital was rough, but somehow I got through it. I have no idea how, but I've managed to survive another year. With my birthday coming up next month the memories of Stella circle my mind. I loved her so much and I know I did the right thing, but this one girl keeps coming in and from what I've gathered she has some form of epilepsy. I feel a sort of pull that I never felt for Stella. I feel like I have to know her, I need to. So I want to tr. I have an advantage this time too. She doesn't have CF. I can actually hold her, hug her, be with her. That is, if she'll have me. I have to find a way to get to know her, a way to meet her. I need to know more. ------------------------------- I'm writing this because I just watched Five Feet Apart and literally cried so hard! Cole Sprouse did such an incredible job playing Will and I can't find a single x reader with him. I have decided to make it my m mission to write this book and see if anybody else wants to read this as well! I hope that you read this and enjoy!