What would you do if the only person you really cared about was the one person you couldn't have? This is the very reason Blake can't fully be happy. The only girl that he's ever cared about what she thinks of him. The only girl that truely knows his deepest thoughts and darks secrets. The only girl that he's ever came close to say those three little words too. He can't have her becasue of some stupid pact he made with her twin brother all those years ago. Why did her heart have to beat for him; her brothers best friend?! Esmerelda has carried this feelings for him since before he and her brother became friends. I know the girl he's seeing doens't know the real him. The him that made her fall even more head over heels each time he opened up his past for her. Everytime they write notes back and forth through their shared windows. She may have promised her brother to stay away from him but she's not that little girl anymore and she's tired of keeping these feelings inside.