DEADicated 2 BE medicated

since the age of 15 I've been prescribed medications for my Mental Health issues soon to become psychological diagnosis. from panic attacks to depression to agoraphobia and suicidal ideation. I quickly found relief in these pills of denial and temporary escape. soon I was on a pill for every uncomfortable ailment in which I faced. Antipsychotics for mania, benzodiazepines for panic, antidepressants for depression, stimulants for fatiuqe, sedatives for insomnia, blood pressure meds for the jitters, methadone for addiction and now I'm oblivious to true knowledge of who and what I am. I'm a moment away from discomfort and a bottle away from ignorant relief.