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What did I do? [Suicidal Deku x Bakugo][discontinued]

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Reads 162,026
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Time 1h 21m

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During bakugo's horrible bullying during middleschool, Izuku started cutting himself, drinking, and smoking. Once his mom saw his cuts she made him stop. She never found out about his addictions though. He continues to drink and smoke even now that he is in UA. He cuts every once in a while. 
But Izuku is slowly falling in love with his bully and doesn't know what to do. At the same time bakugo is falling for him and so is todoroki. 

⚠️ Warnings ⚠️ 
Possible smut🔞
Self harm and suicide attempts
Underaged usage of illegal substances
Profanity




Credit to all owners of art or content I use ;P

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