MY DESTINY
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Everything is falling out of my hands and I can't do anything or rather say, I don't know what to do.i can't even run away, though I feel like it every single second. I can't stay because everything that happens keeps killing me.i want to shout till my tears disappear and the fire that has been destroying me cools down.
But when I remember my mom's words "" when someone or something is trying to bring you down just smile and say you are a test from Allah"" that's what has been keeping me through the whole journey of life.
You want to know HER destiny, then read to find out.
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