Like is easy, even though there is some pain, it is still easy.
Getting in love, is difficult, there is pain and it always get your brain occupied, busy.
After getting heart broken, you will think if love is really for you, doubts and all occupied your mind till you don't even know if you truly like him or not.
But, the moment you feel pain and get your mind busy cause of that person, you are in love. And you are afraid that that person may leave you.
Lil, likes someone again, but the only difference is that she won't confess to him like she did in her past relationships. She will hide it, afraid of falling in love again.
But this time, Geg confess to her first. The first time the guy she likes confess to her first, but still she did not accept it.
She like him, but she don't dare to tell him.
He likes her, and is expressing his love to her, but she won't accept it.
"i miss you"
"...ya...you will say that to the next girl you like after 4months"
Lil gave Geg 4months to prove that he likes her.
She gave 4months for her to know him better.
She gave 4months to let him get to her heart. To see the warm beneath the coldness she give him.
4months is all they had, to let each other in. But could they do it?
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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