He's not all what he's cut out to be...

Hi I'm Alex. I'm a 15 year old emo girl. I go to school like any other kid. But here's the twist. I live in fear. Of who? My boyfriend. You thought they was all nice and supposed to love you and care? Well mine...abuses me. Tells me I'm worthless. Encourages me to cut myself. Tells me he hopes I hit a vein. But. You may ask why doesn't she leave? Because he will kill me. He's threatened and I believe him. He said he'd make it look like a suicide so he wouldn't get caught and if I leave he will just find someone else to treat this way. He thinks it's fun. But I wouldn't want anyone else to go through this and my life has no meaning. So I deserve all this. I'm worthless...