The Clown Behind The Mask
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These are words inside my head
I wanna cry out loud...
call them poems
I don't really care
All I see were
my tears so far
Do you get it?
may be not
don't worry
it's not your fault
I couldn't sleep at night
I'm cold
My heart won't stop pounding,
heaving ,trying,
trying harder to get outta my chest
Whereas mind says,
"Maybe I'll die today"
I'm not a creeper
I don't wanna be a weeper
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When mirror is not enough to reflect emotions, when talks are not enough to convey feelings, a silent poem and a pen and it's creations may help. Edit (April 14, 2020) : This book was previously titled as "Autumn Leaves" *NOTE FOR READERS* Dear readers, thank you very much for reading my works. I appreciate your time and willingness to read my works.☺ Reaching 1K views was like a dream come true and thanks to you guys. A single view, comment and vote of yours make my day. It means a lot. Please guys, vote and comment on my works. A single tap and thoughts of yours can brighten up my day.☺ Please do vote, comment and follow my account. Thank you A huge thanks to @scarla_scorpion for the wonderful cover.
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