to my exbestfriend

Alright so, i am currently still upset over the fact that i lost him. i mean, i considered him a brother. i told him everything, and he told me a lot of shit to. but i guess i messed it up somewhere along the way because you at first, ghosted me. which hurt, and i cried for weeks before attempting to text you and confront you. i have so god damn much i want to tell you. i miss you. i love you. my lifes been slowly falling apart ever since you left. i distanced myself from a lot of people, i find myself commonly doing shit i know i wouldnt if you were still here for me. i remember, you made me promise to never get involved with bad people, drugs, ect. i'm sorry to tell you but i broke my fucking promise. im sorry, really.