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Be My Addiction

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Time 4h 9m

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"Ethan!" The guy yelled. It was Eugene. 

Why did it have to be him? Why was he the one who followed me?

I spun on my heels "What!?" I snapped. I didn't mean to but I did. 

Eugene held his hands up as if to surrender. "What happened back there?" His voice was soft, like he expected me to lash out if he spoke too loud.

"You know what happened" I seriously needed to get control of my anger "you pressured me into that stupid game. And now everyone in there thinks I was reckless. Now everyone is going to look at me like some freak!" I hissed, raising my voice.

Eugene frowned "Is that what this is about? You're worried about what everyone will think? I understand that you're upset-"

I cut him off "No you don't! You couldn't possibly understand. Eugene, I only care about what they were saying because it was true! The accident was my fault" I raked my hands through my black hair, messing it up more. Eugene stood there, like a gapping fish and I continued to ramble. "Its my fault the car crashed and now Brian is dead-"

***

Broken, numb and damaged. Ethan is a boy who could slip through the cracks of society. A drug addict with a bad past. Even the teachers at school have given up on him.

Eugene, a boy who had it all. A girlfriend, a large friend group not to mention a set life with his decently wealthy family. But that didn't necessarily mean he was happy. 

Boys from different worlds meet by chance. In science. With a science teacher who really likes experimenting with fire. Things might get a bit heated.All Rights Reserved

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I Liked Blue Better by imaginenater

[OLD] [NOT MEANT TO ROMANTICIZE DEPRESSION OR MENTAL ILLNESS. SIMPLY A TROPE.] Tom isn't your average teen. But then again, what makes a teen average? His family is broken, his mental health is slowly declining, and he's faced questioning his sexuality. Often left to sit in his bed on his phone most of the day, his reasons to live were slowly declining. Tom thought it was better this way. It was better to not disturb anyone, to wear the same clothes over and over, and to stay boring. All, of course, until Tom met him. Updates every Friday. Maybe more days if I'm not busy or I'm motivated to do so. ⚠️ TW ⚠️ -boyxboy (shouldn't be a warning smh) -suicidal thoughts -self harm (cutting, etc) -no smut, probably fluff though -throwing up I didn't take the photo in the cover. I only added the text. This story does have a happy ending, because I also realized how much of an impact reading angst stories without one has on me. I also just want it to end well, and you probably do as well. Good luck reading, and thank you in advance.

Save Me by Susurrations

"I was lost in a world of sex and drugs and boys, until he came along. It kind of hit me by surprise, how easily I fell in love with him. To everyone but him, I was just a heartless bastard. Maybe they were right about me. Maybe I couldn't be saved. People have died trying, after all, and their blood was on my hands. But maybe, just maybe... I could still be saved. (3rd book in the FM Trilogy)

I'm having his baby?! And I'm a boy?! [ Completed. ] by White_Creyon

|| Description edited. || "I'm just an ordinary guy. There is nothing special about me." Ashton constantly told himself. Ashton was the only gay kid in town. The only people who knew about this was of course his best friends, mother, and sister no one else needed to know so he kept it to himself until one day. Ashton was always a loner type of kid, avoiding crowds, making friends or being noticed by anyone then the male moved in down the street in the house that has been empty for years. Ashton wasn't gonna bother them until he spotted the boy that was there. Fernando had just came from California, another move and another town he thought. He knew this wasn't gonna last so making friends wasn't on his mind until he decided to go for the football team being immediately labeled the schools quarterback. One day he spotted a boy who looked younger than him but very fragile and immediately took to the other male wanting to know him and get near him. Ashton begins to crush on Fernando a few days before school started. He has been from the first eye contact they ever had but he never made a move in fear of being rejected. Ashton constantly fear that Fernando doesn't notice him but what he doesn't know is that Fernando has been eyeing Ashton since the first eye contact as well. With Ashton hopes high will he be able to talk to Fernando or let him slip, but what he doesn't know is that secretly Fernando has been wanting to talk to Ashton but never had the nerve to. Will either them confront one another, what truths will be revealed, What secrets lie in wait? Will Ashton be able to survive this year of high school? | Boyxboy | Gay Love | Male Pregnancy | Mature | School | @All Rights Reserved.

Kisses of Fire (boyxboy) by veluka19

Tears started falling from his eyes, "Because I'm not supposed to like you! I'm a boy, and so are you, and it's just weird, and it's not right," he rambled. He felt arms go around him, "Shh, it's okay. Don't worry about that right now." Frustrated by how calm the other boy was, he pushed him off, "But I have to because whenever I try thinking about something else, it always goes back to you! It consumes me, and I hate it. You're messing with my head!" His voice starting to become horse from yelling at the tall blue eyed boy he just confessed to. ... Cooper Adams just started his freshman year of high school. At a scrimmage, he's introduced to senior, River Brooks who attends the private school across town. They soon become friends, but as time goes on, he realizes not only certain things about River but also about himself. This is the beginning of a rough end. *does talk about sensitive topics like mental illness *fluff *smut *age gap Updated every Thursday. Highest Ranking: #11 in Influence (1/16/21) #2 in Denial (4/1/21) #1 in Threesome (lol) (4/7/21) #2 in Sports (1/27/23) #1 in Popularity (4/2/23

ORIGINAL:The Boy With A Touch Of Cancer(BxB) by Jeanne_Wolf

"Leo pinned me against the wall with his hips; his hands gently gripping my wrists, keeping my arms above my head against the cool brick behind me. His beautiful, hazy blue eyes -that had turned straight quicksilver, again- were filled with such an intense, carnal desire I couldn't even look into them, so I looked over his shoulder. I saw a small group of kids from the group standing out by their cars who would easily be able to see what we were doing...or at least what Leo was doing to me. At that moment, my mind started wandering to all the things that I could be doing to him right now...but I stopped that train of thought, immediately, as it started heading to all the wrong places... All the dirty places... All of those places involving a very hard part of my body... I glanced back at Leo; his gaze was still as intense as it was before (unfortunately). He smirked at me and said confidently, "You can't ignore me forever, Ethan. You're eventually gonna fall for my charms..." Ethan Carter was focused on 2 things. 1. School (obviously) and 2. Getting over ex (it's proving to be, harder than he thought), but now he has to add dying to that list, and suddenly having feelings for a boy (which has happened once before, but Ethan tries to forget it). Leo Malone makes Ethan feel things he's never felt for another guy. Leo's sweet, patient, and understanding, the only problem is, he's a guy. Ethan tries to ignore the fact that his heart flutters every time he sees Leo, or that he can't ever stop thinking about him; but if having cancer has taught him one thing, it's that, "You have to live in the present, as you may not have a future."

Mine by KatNim

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020

Undercover (Boyxboy) by SettingTheSun

My heart pulsated through my chest and I didn't think I could hold on for much longer. The frightening, terrorising feeling of his fingers slipping through mine was causing the arm that was gripping to the edge of the cliff to shake. "Hold on, Harry! I've got you, I swear! Please, just hold on!" my voice held a shrill of terror to it and my eyes were filling with tears; tears of pain, frustration and sheer horror. Harry moved his gaze from our slipping fingers to my eyes. "It's okay, Ethan. Let go. You can't save me; not this time." I hated how calm his tone was. I hated how defeated he sounded. He had never given up - we always held hope for one another! We never gave up. "Don't you say that to me! Don't you fucking say that to me!" I roared, a small sob escaping my lips. Harry just smiled sadly, his muscular, beautiful body swaying in the harsh wind. The fall was so big; he would surely die of a heart attack before he hit the ground. I prayed to God he would. No. I was breaking my own rule; I would not give up on him. Either both of us lived or neither of us would. My life would be over the second his ended, anyway.

It just... happened? (boyxboy) by leaa4500

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