Her life
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Ongoing16m
Last published Thu, Mar 26, 2015
"Her life is not what it seems" She said to me..... What does that even mean? Does somebody out there actually have a harder life than I do? No! That's not possible..... I'm the only one that suffers from the pain! No one else! It's not fair! She doesn't have the hard life, I do! She's too bubbly and happy all the time. She has the perfect life and is the perfect daughter. People will suffer with me, whether they like it or not.....
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and we put a fake smile to hide the pain, yet we wish someone would look closely enough and see how broken we really are inside.
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WARNING! Contains: profanities, depression, cutting, starvation, suicide thoughts and attempts
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