Silently loving you

My name is Gabriel Martinez i'm an incoming freshman at Hillcrest highschool. I'm going into highschool with my best friend Lucas, im a straight A student, and I don't have too worry about bullies anymore. My feelings were everywhere and I didn't know who I was, that was until I met Lucas. Before lucas I didn't really have anyone but we both found comfort in each other and had no problem being ourselves around one and another. I seemed to have everything figured out for myself well that was until I realized that im not like everyone else. Im in love with my best friend but only this it isn't your straight guy and straight girl who are best friends and secretly love each other cliche, it's straight guy and gay guy. The one thing about this that sucks is that I'm the one whose going to have to live with being in love with my oblivious bestfriend.

My name is Lucas Garcia i'm going to be an incoming freshman at Hillcrest highschool with my best friend Gabriel. I'll admit my life isn't perfect but whose is? Things aren't exactly the best at home but I can't complain others probably have it worse. Like I said my life isn't perfect but it got a whole lot better when Gabriel came into my life. We are two completely different people and look at us now best friends. I've always been able to talk to him about anything and he's let me know that he's here for me. Highschools starting and if it's anything like middle school i'm going to need Gabriel to help with all the girls. Sometimes I find myself being really happy when I'm with a girl but I feel the same way when im around Gabriel. I could never talk to Gabriel about this though he might just freak out.
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TW (trigger warning) : alcohol and physical abuse