The suffocating feeling of sadness. The purple coloring of breathless struggle. The numbness of decay and the words that try to escape his mouth. WARNING: Strong themes of suicidal behavior and mental health issues! DISCLAIMER: I am in no way trying to romanticize or glorify these topics. Please call the suicide hotline if you are thinking of suicide or the crisis hotline. If I offend you by the depictions of these topics please message me so I can make it more realistic. Also if some of the descriptions seem harsh and rude, I am just trying my best to not glorify the topics. Thank you and stay safe.