21st Century Masochist
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Last published Wed, May 6, 2020
ADOPTED STORY ORIGNALLY BY @sgmpHONEYDEW
Monty Andrews lives as the paragon of all golden boys; excellent and well-rounded in academics, an immaculate reputation, and having the wealth to do whatever his heart desires. But beneath this perfect facade, what his heart truly desires can prove to be beyond the power of money.
Monty's quiet life is interrupted by a fated bloody beating in the school hallway. Ethan Lyons, the son of the wealthiest and most influential family on the western seaboard, lays down a savage beating and that seems to be the end of it; and yet, with every punch, he was breaking something more in Monty than just bones.
He thought he could be content with the silent oppression of his feelings, but something inside Monty is breaking apart, and he doesn't know how to stop every disgusting thought and feeling from falling out . . .
. . .It's scary and painful and passionate and beautiful. . .
. . . and straight up masochistic.
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