What if I?

What if life was happier ? What if it was easier what if there was no such this as depression?

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Makayla. Not the nicest person in the world. She doesn't realise how mean she is most of the time. She doesn't realise it until it hits her in the face. She has.... episodes. Where depression hits her like a tidal wave and she doesn't know what to do except cry. She feels pain and hates herself but she can't bring herself to end her life as she feels like she has to suffer.

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The living suffer more than the dead at times...