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Sex, drugs, rock & roll. Alcohol, suicide, and abuse. Trauma. 

Rylie Lukko has been through an immeasurable amount of pain in her 17 years of life. Violated and manipulated, again and again, she has shut out everyone and everything around her. 

Enter Drake Andler. 

The hot and cold dark-haired boy Rylie sets her sights on. Moody, serious, and damaged, just like her. Drake assumes Rylie is desperate and clichè, and finds her very presence to be a nuisance, but she finds his distaste for her intriguing.

Soon though, Rylie realizes that Drake can see past her tough facade and slowly starts to uncover the secrets she locked away from everyone--even herself. 

When Drake starts the break through Rylie's almost impenetrable walls, and all her pain, fear, and anger begins to spill all over him, he is unsure if he can handle it. 

And Rylie is unsure if she wants help healing.   
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***TRIGGER WARNING***
This story has incredibly dark subject matter surrounding domestic abuse, sexual assault, drugs, eating disorders, suicide, and mental health. It has very graphic descriptions that may be triggering to survivors or others dealing with any of the subject matter.

*** CURRENTLY BEING REWRITTEN ***All Rights Reserved

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VALERIE by xxmils

He speaks as if he knows everything, he trips over his own tongue like the intelligent person he is. The lingering taste of vodka and whiskey taint his sinful chapped lips. When he walks he stumbles, he smells like nicotine and he's cold. Ice resides in his veins and heart but not even the hell like flames of hatred and anger burning within his mind can freeze over. She's sweet like honeysuckle. She's warm and physically beautiful with her long brown hair and different colored gaze. When she smiles, the entire world stops to look and stare at her. Yet underlying her forced smile and physical perfection, dwells the monster that is her mental illness that she cannot control. Being beautiful doesn't hide it either, only mass doses of prescription pills do. In which an 18-year-old who believes he hasn't much to live for leaves his small sleepy town in hopes of finding his mother who abandoned him years ago. All the while a 17-year-old girl with severe Manic Depression tags along in hopes of being distracted from her illness and to also find peace of mind and happiness elsewhere. ** Inspired by music, specifically The 1975, Lana Del Rey, and others. ** Rough draft in desperate need of editing, plot holes, grammatical issues, etc. * not cliche but cliche it has it moments, but also so many plot twists so idk yeah. Mature Content. Read at your own will. Copyrighted ©

Just A Thought by juayxx

Something tragic has happened. A 17 year old Valeri has to move to her dad's place. She spent all her life thinking he was dead. Her now dead mother told her that. Not knowing she has a twin brother she flies over the country and meets him there. She comes back into lives of people she once knew and loved. Not just her family. But someone else. A boy who took care of her when she was struggling. Her best friend. Valeri is dealing with addictions and when something at her new home happens, she sinks even lower. It might not end well for her. But she has friends now. Her kind brother, two funny friends and someone else she once knew... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heyy! This is my first book. 1. I want to make it clear that English is not my first language and there might be writing mistakes. 2. ⚠️BEFORE YOU START READING CHECK TWs BELOW⚠️ 3. I myself struggle with an addiction and I think writing this book will help me process everything. That's another reason why I'm doing it. 4. You're welcome to comment but leave if you're here to write hate comments. I don't care what you think. 5. If you're here just for smut this is not a book for you. There might be some scenes but not many. This story is about struggling, dealing and fighting with addictions. 6. I'll post a new chapter every few days. I have a lot of schoolwork but I'll try my best. ⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS: panic and anxiety attacks, self harm, sexual assault and rape, eating disorder, drinking and smoking, weed, pills, drug addiction, overdose, suicide attempt, depression, ptsd, swearing, mature content TROPES: -childhood best friend -friends to lovers -brother's best friend -who did this to you? -one bed trope I'LL PROBABLY ADD SOME MORE I hope you'll enjoy it!

Sigh【Ein X Reader】[ Completed ] by Mariko_Akiyama

CONTENT CONTAINS : SELF HARM SUICIDE ATTEMPTS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ABUSE GORE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " What was that for? " " For you to shut up " " What? " " It's not what it looks like " " Ouch " " Sorry " " What was that for? " " I don't know " In that moment, is where everything started to change my life. • I tried my best to hide it. I thought I was going to be dead, never underestimate him. He's got shit you've never seen before. I lost my father because of him, my sister's and brother's life are in my hands. I have to be careful, I can't loose them, without them, how can I live? Until he came into my life, I feel different from the inside. His eyes meets mine, it's like a fire was lit inside a dark room and it became brighter, my world that was upside down is turning the right way up, I think I love him, but the problem is. I'm using him while I Sigh in plain sight. Who is this 'he'?, What will 'he' think when 'he' finds out this person is using 'him'?, Will it end happily?, Or another plot twist that has been in my other books? Read this book to know. FYI, Ein is human in this story. [ Completed ] Started : 3rd September 2019. Finished : 3rd December 2019. [ Highest Ranking : #27 in Aphmau ] [ #2 in Ein ] [ #1 in Ein X Reader ] [ #2 in Sigh ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

Breaking Boundaries by tonisimone9136

Completed Book. **MORE THAN ONE ENDING!!** MAJOR MATURE WARNING! This story contains mature themes and strong language throughout. "He is my addiction, and once I had a taste of him I didn't want to stop even if I was getting eaten alive with guilt for doing it..." You're an average 18-year-old girl who's never been in real trouble... Until now. 12 months ago something made you run from everything you've ever known to the other side of the world when you move in with your father. Just as life starts looking good again you're forced to go back ... But what happens when you come face to face with your mother's new hot boyfriend? With sparks flying and a rush of sexual tension, what happens when you quickly become his addiction and he yours? Your childhood boyfriend stands in the middle of it, as he's determined to never let you go! But he has a string of sickening secrets will you stand around long enough to find them out? Then to make everything worse a mysterious, handsome man comes along the way and shakes your whole world upside down! Everything gets mixed as you get tangled with all three men. How will you tackle your love life with three handsome men, each bearing numerous dark secrets... Secret after secret comes out as you get further into breaking boundaries. Can you handle being a boundary breaker? Or will you find a secret that will change your life forever... Let me take you through her journey of secrets, heartache, passion, lust, sex and love. Welcome to Rylee's journey. **MORE THAN ONE ENDING** Breaking Boundaries. Copyright. © 2018 All rights reserved.

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Tragic Magic (Ronnie Radke Love Story) [Book 2-sequel to The Drug In Me] by TraumerLiebeDich

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VALERIE

He speaks as if he knows everything, he trips over his own tongue like the intelligent person he is. The lingering taste of vodka and whiskey taint his sinful chapped lips. When he walks he stumbles, he smells like nicotine and he's cold. Ice resides in his veins and heart but not even the hell like flames of hatred and anger burning within his mind can freeze over. She's sweet like honeysuckle. She's warm and physically beautiful with her long brown hair and different colored gaze. When she smiles, the entire world stops to look and stare at her. Yet underlying her forced smile and physical perfection, dwells the monster that is her mental illness that she cannot control. Being beautiful doesn't hide it either, only mass doses of prescription pills do. In which an 18-year-old who believes he hasn't much to live for leaves his small sleepy town in hopes of finding his mother who abandoned him years ago. All the while a 17-year-old girl with severe Manic Depression tags along in hopes of being distracted from her illness and to also find peace of mind and happiness elsewhere. Inspired by music, specifically The 1975, Lana Del Rey, and others. Rough draft in desperate need of editing, plot holes, grammatical issues, etc. * not cliche but cliche it has it moments, but also so many plot twists so idk yeah. Mature Content. Read at your own will. Copyrighted ©