Spillage || TW {18+}
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Sex, drugs, rock & roll. Alcohol, suicide, and abuse. Trauma.
Rylie Lukko has been through an immeasurable amount of pain in her 17 years of life. Violated and manipulated, again and again, she has shut out everyone and everything around her.
Enter Drake Andler.
The hot and cold dark-haired boy Rylie sets her sights on. Moody, serious, and damaged, just like her. Drake assumes Rylie is desperate and clichè, and finds her very presence to be a nuisance, but she finds his distaste for her intriguing.
Soon though, Rylie realizes that Drake can see past her tough facade and slowly starts to uncover the secrets she locked away from everyone--even herself.
When Drake starts the break through Rylie's almost impenetrable walls, and all her pain, fear, and anger begins to spill all over him, he is unsure if he can handle it.
And Rylie is unsure if she wants help healing.
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***TRIGGER WARNING***
This story has incredibly dark subject matter surrounding domestic abuse, sexual assault, drugs, eating disorders, suicide, and mental health. It has very graphic descriptions that may be triggering to survivors or others dealing with any of the subject matter.
*** CURRENTLY BEING REWRITTEN ***
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