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Always Hurting (One Direction Story)

iJustWannaParty

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Parts 12
Time 1h 58m

iJustWannaParty

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Louis and Harry are dating each other and are madly in love… until something happens which threatens their relationship as well as the band's friendships.
Louis has a secret, and it's a secret for a reason. If he reveals it, the consequences could be deadly, but his relationship with Harry would be saved.
Harry develops a bad habit which has everybody worried. Louis still loves Harry and the worse Harry gets, the more Louis has to struggle to keep his secret.
How long will Louis let Harry suffer before he decides to reveal the deadly secret?
Zayn and Liam blame Louis for Harry's issues while Niall is in the middle. Can Louis repair his friendship with them or will the band fall apart?
This story will be cute as well as sad, a perfect combination of both (:

***Preview***

Liam angrily threw the magazine at me. I knew it must have contained something really serious to make him this mad. I opened it back up to the page about Harry and my jaw dropped as I read it. No way, this can't be for real.
"It's all your fault, Louis," Liam had a hint of sadness in his voice. "It's your fault that he's doing this."
I couldn't believe what I just read. Harry, the person that I love more than anybody in the entire world, was doing something terrible. I wished it was just a random celebrity rumor but I knew it wasn't. This was one of the magazines that only told the truth.
"Why did you do what you did to him?" Zayn asked. Tears were welling up in his eyes. "Didn't you think about how he would feel? Did you even care?"
I couldn't stand seeing my friends so sad. I was beginning to well up too. "I... I don't know," I choked out.
I couldn't tell them that I didn't do it. I couldn't tell them what really happened. If I did, it might be the end of us all. 
I had to talk to Harry. I knew I was the last person he wanted to talk to right now, but I had to try to stop him from doing this. I loved him to much to let this continue any longer.(CC) Attrib. NonComm. NoDerivs

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You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) by Rebecca1232

Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

These Small Hours. (Larry Stylinson One Shot: May trigger.) by spiritualwt

Harry and Louis never had secrets, they never kept anything hidden form each other. That's always how it's been. That's what Louis thought, at least. Harry knew something different. After a concert, a signing, being out with the boys, or just everyday really, he into the bathroom, locking the door and repeating his everyday cycle. He cut, anywhere he'd like. Mostly his arms. Then, he'd force himself to throw up any meal or snack he had that day. He would swallow two pain killers, that he saved for the night he couldn't take life anymore, to make him feel numb. He comes home one night, crying to Louis and spilling everything to him. After that, so many things happen in those small hours; the small hour that will change everybody's lives, whether it be good or bad. In the end, it doesn't matter how someone acts, it's their heart that really matters.

$From UK to LA {Larry Stylinson book 2} by LouisSavedMe_x$

"Stop crying baby, we'll be alright." Harry presses his lips against his boyfriend's temple, trying to comfort him. "I don't know if I am able to handle this any longer, Harry. Everybody hates me. They do everything to get me away from you. I've always known I'm not good enough." Louis' beautiful blue eyes are filled with tears, pain noticeable in his voice. "Stop talking yourself down, Louis. You are good enough. You are my whole damn world for god's sake. Not everybody hates you." "Your mom does, your friends do,..." "But I don't, Louis. I fucking love you, isn't that enough?" Harry's voice sounds desperate. This isn't their first argument with this subject. He knows Louis has a low self-image, but honestly Harry can't tell him even more times that he loves him. He does it all the time, shows him every day. "I don't know, Hazza. I honestly don't know..." Harry and Louis are a power couple. They had a rocky start, considering how the boys were arguing all the time in the beginning. But since they have started their romantic relationship, they haven't had even one fight. They survived the long-distance, video calling each other every single day, without a single argument. The boys trust each other blindly and love the other with all their heart. But what happens when Louis arrives in LA? People know about the rocky start of the boys and they are not as forgiving as Harry, for sure not Harry's mother. It's easy to be together when you are surrounded by people that support you, but are they able to survive the hate they will get in America? Or will it eventually be all too much and mess up their relationship...

It Ended With An "Oops" And "Hi" by flowercrownss

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. Two boys who have hopeless crushes on one another, despite never having a conversation. Their lives are far from perfect, and what makes it even worse, is that they don't have each other. Louis has taken notice to the boy with curly hair who works at the bakery. He is completely smitten with Harry and when he finds out that the feelings may be returned, he can barely believe it. However, Louis is scared. Everything in his life is horrible, and Louis is afraid that if he tries to get with Harry, he will be ripped away from him. Harry found the small, blue-eyed boy running through his mind constantly. He always knew that he was gay, but was never one to be open about it, mainly because he craved to be accepted. Harry wants nothing more than to be with Louis, yet the fear of judgement holds him back. It's obvious to everyone that these two boys were meant for each other. But Louis and Harry are afraid of losing everything. The sad truth is, not everyone gets their happily ever after. ---------- WARNING: Mentions of rape, mentions of self-harm, abuse, swearing, and a whole lot of gayness. If this triggers you, please do not read. Your safety and health is more important than any book. ---------- ©OnlyForOneDirection I do not own One Direction (but I wish I did), but I do own the characters, story, plot, and writing. Do not steal my work, because that would make you a thief, and no one likes that label. I don't want you to go down the path of villianism or whatever it's called. So please do not steal my work. Thank you.

Life In The Boys Home {Larry Stylinson} *Completed* by 1DFan86

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I'm not Crazy (Larry) by tattoo_Larry

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Real Eyes, Realize, Real Lies (Larry Stylinson) by Tattoos_Dimples

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Don't Leave Me, Okay? {COMPLETED} by WithLoveAliceMaze

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