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The love I thought I would never get

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This story is about two characters falling in love. A black seventeen-year-old male, and a white seventeen-year-old Woman.

Amy: "Why me? Out of all the girls you could be dating, why me? I'm not special, I'm not exciting, I'm not pretty. I'm an awkward shy girl with basically two friends, I don't get it, I don't deserve a guy like you, *Tears start falling* you could do so much better."

Mason: "W-What are you talking about, you are special, you are! your the best thing that has ever happened to me, you funny, your cute, you smart, and you're really pretty, I'm serious, you're the prettiest girl I have ever seen, and I'm not saying that, I'm telling you because its true, *He starts crying a little* there's not a moment that goes by where I'm not thinking about, from when I get up, till I go to sleep. You matter to me so much, I love everything about you, your laugh, your smile, your eyes, your voice, your soft hands. I love everything about you. I love you Amy."Creative Commons (CC) Attribution

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A Love So Toxic | BxB by letsrunawaycora

TW: *READ TAGS* WARNING: MATURE THEMES, BOYXBOY STORY!!! "Come on Mason, stop being an ungrateful little b*tch," he snarled at me. His eyes held an unhinged look in their depths. His grin was nothing but a baring of white teeth, that I couldn't help but imagine as sharp and animalistic. This is Michael; My boyfriend whom I love. "Mason." At least, I think I do. - "Why would I say such derogatory things about you, to you!? Hell, Mason, you're- you're beautiful! You're worth and deserve so much more than this! Than him." This is Adonis. My new friend whom I met 2 weeks ago, and yet, l'm already falling madly in love with him. - "With the taste of your lips" I'm smothered with tobacco and lust. "You're toxic, I'm slipping under" No matter how poorly you treat me, And how terrible you make me feel, "With a taste of a poison paradise." I can't help but stay stuck under your control. "I'm addicted to you" Don't you know that you're toxic? ONGOING: Yes COMPLETED: No

Scholar by WinterFantasies

[COMPLETED] [Warning: Strong language used throughout the book.] He put his hand over my notebook and the other over mine. I glared up at him, his golden brown eyes catching my attention. "I can't write like this," I pointed out. "Is this all you care about?" Ryan asked. I shrugged. "Not this specifically, but yeah, I care about my grades." Ryan smirked. I swallowed nervously but refused to break my stoic expression. He leaned closer to me, my heart pounding so hard against my chest it felt like it might break out and fall on the table between us. His mouth was right by my ear, and I could feel his warm breath when he spoke which sent shivers down my spine. "Well, aren't you a little a scholar?" *** The only things Alex Moris ever cared about were his grades and his sister. However, when the boy his sister likes, Ryan Smithe, makes things complicated and causes him to feel things he's never felt before, Alex realizes that, maybe, there's more important things in life than grades and scholarships. [Word Count: 40,216] [BoyxBoy] ~#14 in the "BoyxBoy" tag on 3/5/2019~ ~#14 in the "love" tag on 12/28/2018~ ~#8 in the "lgbt" and "lgbtq" tags on 1/4/2019~ ~#1 in the "loveislove" tag on 1/12/2019~ ~#31 in the "romance" tag on 2/10/2019~ ~#2 in the "BxB" tag on 3/9/2019~

Beyond Horizons by shirionchicks

This a story of two souls meeting in the most expected times of their lives. They fit together so perfectly and their connection was different from all the other relationships they had been in. However, one of them is in a relationship she cannot seem to get out of. Will they stay together or will they go separate ways? Read as their story unfolds as easy as ABC. ***** The first time I saw you in school, the gay girl inside of me was not screaming, not that you were horrible, unattractive or unappealing (you were the opposite) but I was too focused on something else. The first time I took notice of you was when I first heard your voice. It was June, the first day of a communication class. We were given the task to introduce ourselves in front of the class for one minute. Of course, I went first and I was trying to be the one oozing with confidence. Everyone introduced themselves and in my memory they were all in a blur. Until, you spoke, you blew me away not because of your introduction but because of your voice. You sounded so manly which was a little too far from what you look like. The first time I talked to you was at the library and a glass wall was hindering us from hearing each other clearly. It was crazy that I really talked to you afterwards. It was weird too. 🙈😂 The first time we actually had a good conversation was the night before your birthday. It was special because we truly did connect. That was the moment where it all started. Will you let go when everything feels so wrong already?

To The Sky by t_c_writes

Sawyer I moved into town a year ago. I've been put through hell, but when the dark hair stranger comes to my rescue my whole life gets flipped. He says he loves me but will that be enough to keep us together. Mason She's been on my mind since I saw her in the rain. I thought I had the love of my life until I blew it. Now I'm fighting for us and our love hoping like hell we make it to our happy ending. *************************** ~~ "I want you." I tell her palming her cheek as it glows red and warm from her blush. "I need you" I inch closer to her pushing a dark strand of hair behind her ear. Sawyer shivers. "I don't want you to avoid me anymore. You deserve way better than me Sawyer, but I want you to be mine baby." This time I lean in touching our lips together. It's soft and sweet but I pull back not wanting to force more on her. ~~

Chaotic Brains by sayalagurupreethika

✨✨✨✨ I was looking at the guy and he was still asleep. I leaned towards and slowly pushed away a few strands of his hair from his forehead and gently tapped on his arm. After a few taps, his eyes fluttered and opened but squinted his eyes to adjust to the brightness of the room. ✨✨✨✨✨✨ This is a story that takes place in a college. It's about two strangers who met for the first time in a weird way but end up being friends. This is a journey of six young people getting ready to be released into the real world. They go through a lot of ups and downs. Deal with their own issues and help their friends deal with theirs. They realize that nobody is what they look on the outside and definitely not perfect. They are gonna be some cliches, some plot twists and humor. Some cute lovey-dovey stuff and occasional mature content.Also will have stuff related to mental health and LGBTQ. So if this stuff bothers you, you might as well not start reading it. So this is sort of a trigger warning for those who are uncomfortable with any of the said content. And if you choose to read it, thank you, hope you enjoy it ✨ This is my first book. Hope you enjoy it ✨

If Only You Knew by msxash

"Why can't you just tell me what's wrong" he whispered, getting quieter than before and cupped my face in his hands. With every passing day we grow closer and closer. I feel like I'm leading him on but how could I just tell him? It's not that simple to just share my secret. I can't. Not to him, not to anyone. ** Bianca, the quietest girl in the class yet probably the nicest. The most afraid yet the most brave. The girl that is continuously served with things, that she could never in a million years deserve. Cameron, in her eyes, he's the most amazing guy ever. Cute smile, a freckled face and dimples, he had everything that she'd want in a guy. Of course that's just because it was he who had those qualities in the first place. He's been her only crush for quite some time, but he hasn't ever shown the slightest interest in her until now. When she was being continuously punched on the ground, he'd just stood there with his so-called girlfriend; laughing, because he had a 'reputation to uphold'. It didn't matter though, because she loved it when he laughed. Now they are chosen to work on a project together, in the process he learns more about her and becomes somewhat attracted to her. Could the last person on this earth you'd ever expect to, ironically fall deeply in love with Bianca? What's going to happen if he finds out about her big secret? And his supposed girlfriend? Maybe, just maybe he can become the cure that she's always needed.

Fallen by Amaxxx101

~Completed~ 'I'm bold.' 'I'm ever confident.' 'I don't give a fuck about what anyone thinks and have to say about me.' 'I'm who I am.' 'I'm Stella Downer.' That's how it has always been, but what happens when things don't go exactly the way she planned... ~~~ He said nothing more, he had a sly smile on his face as he ran his hands through his hair. No doubt he was gorgeous. No doubt he's got good lips. No doubt he got any girl he wanted. No doubt I'm having crazy thoughts right now. "You're my boyfriend's bestfriend" I blurted. "It doesn't matter, I respect that but he's the only thing standing between 'us'" he replied, his voice still as calm as ever like nothing was weird... Like 'THIS' was normal. "'We' are not possible" I said mustering all the courage I could, trying not to melt under his gaze. "Does it mean you're considering it?" He asked. I wanted to reply but I couldn't, I couldn't just make out words right now. Was I perhaps considering it? What is wrong with me?! I just stood there, staring at him, his eyes piercing into mine like he was trying to read me. There was something about those dark eyes I couldn't quite comprehend. His presence was doing something to me! Everywhere was suddenly so quiet. Where is everyone?! Few seconds later, his face was inches away from mine, I just hope it wasn't what I was thinking. Every foward motion he took, I equally took a step backwards till I felt my back hit against one of the lockers. I could have pulled out. I could have pushed him away. I could have walked away. I could have hit him or slapped him away from me. But I did nothing... My body felt numb. The only thing I could feel were the weird sensation inside me. We were a breathe apart. I could already feel his body heat... •••••• Book #1 of the Downer Sisters Series. CAN BE READ AS A STAND ALONE BOOK!

Black Heart (GirlxGirl, lesbian) by SanEmLexRiss14

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Half of My Heart ✔️ by koolkenz

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$The Way I Love You {bxb} by Sayless_lena$

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TW: READ TAGS WARNING: MATURE THEMES, BOYXBOY STORY!!! "Come on Mason, stop being an ungrateful little b*tch," he snarled at me. His eyes held an unhinged look in their depths. His grin was nothing but a baring of white teeth, that I couldn't help but imagine as sharp and animalistic. This is Michael; My boyfriend whom I love. "Mason." At least, I think I do. - "Why would I say such derogatory things about you, to you!? Hell, Mason, you're- you're beautiful! You're worth and deserve so much more than this! Than him." This is Adonis. My new friend whom I met 2 weeks ago, and yet, l'm already falling madly in love with him. - "With the taste of your lips" I'm smothered with tobacco and lust. "You're toxic, I'm slipping under" No matter how poorly you treat me, And how terrible you make me feel, "With a taste of a poison paradise." I can't help but stay stuck under your control. "I'm addicted to you" Don't you know that you're toxic? ONGOING: Yes COMPLETED: No