"Phil, I have people living inside my head."
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This story involves a trauma-based disorder called "Dissociative Identity Disorder" D.I.D for short. I am NOT an expert and don't know all the details on DID. I have been learning and studying it for two years now, as of right now. 2019.
I think there's not many stories or movies out there with an accurate representation of this disorder, so I want to make one. That's at least 75% more accurate than those Hollywood movies with multiple "personalities."
A few more things:
1.) why is this story a fanfic? Why Dan and Phil?
I came up with a story like this a while ago but never found a plot and I wasn't as nearly as educated as I am now. In ways, I feel like it's inappropriate to make this a fanfic but it's not meant to harm anyone. So if you have this disorder and/or have trauma, this story may not be for you, as I mention different types of trauma and in specifics.
It's easier for me to write a story about existing people, I don't know why. Dan and Phil just happened to be the most fitting characters, I guess.
2.) I'm in no way trying to romanticize or glorify this trauma-based disorder, I am, however, trying to shed some light on it with whatever I can. This disorder is not a vicious or delightful case, it was just one of the many ways the brain protects itself from past or occurring trauma.
3.) I hope that no one is triggered while reading this, so here are the trigger warnings:
different types of abuse, (domestic, child abuse, sexual, etc.) mentions of suicide attempts, anxiety, depression, lots and lots of dissociation and derealization.
With that said, I hope this story is interesting enough and safe for you to read.
What if Ryuzaki and Hedeki Ryuga weren't just aliases?
What if there was more than one person occupying the mind of the worlds greatest detective?
This is an AU in which L has DID (Dissociative Identity Disorder) otherwise known as Multiple Personality Disorder. This stared as a three part oneshot series in my other book, but people loved the idea so much they kept requesting more. So I've moved all the oneshots into their own book as they follow the same story line and ended up long enough to be a short story.
DID is a very real and very hard to live with trauma disorder and I am in to way trying to glorify it. I just thought the idea of each alias being a different person very interesting. This disorder has a negative stigma behind it and that negative stigma needs to be destroyed. I've done as much research as I can to make this accurate. If I've messed something up, tell me and I'll fix it.
Anyway, enjoy.
[un-edited]
[shorter story]
[Book 1/1]