A/N: I'm new at this but here is my first Sam x reader story. More chapters coming soon. Words in quotations and italicized mean that it's the characters inside thoughts; they aren't being said aloud. Summary: You are a hunter who went through a terrible childhood trauma and spent most of your life avoiding Sam, until one day you go to a coffee shop and his scent was the best thing you'd ever smelled and it changed your life forever. Warnings: ABO dynamics; mild language; heat pain; mentioning family deaths and past love death; violent beginning