Can I be happy again? (Natepat) (Suicidal! Matpat)
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I just got bored and I was thinking what if Matpat was suicidal and had a crush on Nate in high school??? What could go wrong????
⚠️Trigger warning readers beware⚠️
If you or a love one is thinking about ending their life PLEASE seek out help there are people who can and will help you. Remember you are cared for people care and if they don't then I do I CARE about you even if I don't know anything about you I care.
Also while I'm between writing chapters I might edit those that I have published
I OWN NOTHING BUT THE STORY PLOT AND THE COVER. YES FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I DID SOMETHING
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