Ellie has been best friends with Ethan and Grayson Dolan since they were three years old and it's only ever been platonic. Until..... Disclaimers: • Sean is alive in this story; I don't want anyone to feel offended by that, as I truly loved and respected him and still do. • There are several mature chapters in this story, and if y'all want me to put in warnings, I will. • Some chapters are really short. Sorry. • The brackets [ ] or the phrases that are indented to the middle of the page in the story are meant to represent that character's conscience / internal dialogue / reflective thoughts • I created a set character as the girl because using y/n just wouldn't work for the story, but you can imagine whatever you want ****2k19 UPDATE: I had to change some of the details of the story because PLOT TWIST: halfway through writing it, I accidentally met them irl and then became uncomfortable with some of what I wrote.