The life I never wanted

Hey my names Olivia my mom and dad broke up when I turned 14, my mom or dad didn't want me so they put me up for adoption.
Every day my roommate Ryan punches me and abuses me, I cant tell mr.currie cause he doesn't believe any one or any thing so every night when ryans is with his friends I bring a knife into the room and cut my self till one day every thing turned black.