'Bubbly Becomes A Cold Hearted Bitch'

I have friends
No, plastic friends mga manloloko sila. They just betrayed me.
Pero kahit anong panloloko pa yan, I still love them so much. But the pain is still in my heart. Pero wala na akong pake, basta ang alam ko galit ako. Ihate them so much.
Pero kahit gaano ko sila ka ayaw ganon ko sila kamahal, pero nooo they hurt me, I sacrificed a lot para lang sakanila, I give my fvcking best, but they don't see it, they don't feel it.
Nagtatalo ang isip at puso ko.
Sabi ng aking puso'y patawarin sila,
Pero ang aking isipa'y sinasabing they don't deserve my forgiveness.