End Me
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Complete Thu, Jun 20, 2019<5 mins
This is a song fic! And I hope I didn't cross the limit of having to little text but the lyrics honestly speak for themselves. Please interpret it while reading and let your mind run wild because that's what I did with this one! The lyrics are from Billi Eilish's song "bury a friend" and ofc some of you might know where the inspiration comes from. I hope I didn't give too much away ;-;
Also: Word count: 877 (including the lyrics)
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