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Starring into the Abyss

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Oh. Hi there, I didn't expect you to be here, either way I'm Elle Gransteir -- by the way you read that as Ell-e or Ell-y -- I'm the main character of this story, of whatever plot that idiot author have prepared. I'm 18 years old ,or maybe 19 in the next 3 months. 

The flow of this story is simple, I'm just an average student at University of Medical and Health Sciences, or in short UMHS. I'm at the last semester of my "Highschool", but as the time goes by, or you can say: since from the beginning, nothing is going my way, except falling deeper into the abyss. I know I'm being vague, but there is more to this story than meets the eye. You're being warned now, you can go back to those stories that you've been reading up until now, but if you're interested in this story, then...

Welcome, 
I will now tell you the story on how I now continuously stare into the abyss, and how I've embraced it.All Rights Reserved

bestfriends deprived disturbing friendship giving-up hoping lostsouls newbeginnings newstory newwriter wanderingsoul

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Chapter 1 - The Trio
Thu, Jun 20, 2019

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