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Getting a drivers license, college interviews and SAT scores weren't the only obstacles in Hayden's junior year. As soon as she and her mother had arrived back from Chicago, her life has turned to hell with the simple pull of a trigger.
Already feeling guilty about her mother's death, Hayden struggles with depression, anxiety, panic attacks, obsessive compulsive disorder and has even been receiving foreboding death threats. Will Hayden survive junior year, or life itself?
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