♡ Description of the Book in a Poetic Form ♡
Baby when you hold me, my emotions makes it clear,
Just how much you mean to me while we are laying here,
I listen to your heart-beat in rhythm with my own,
With every pound that warming sound,
Keeps me safe with love you've shown.
Baby when you touch me, with hands so soft but strong,
You wrap me in your warm embrace, just where I belong,
You hold me close and comfort me all through-out the night,
Until you open up your eyes to first signs of daylight.
Baby when you kiss me before you start your day,
The happiness you bring my heart, no words can ever say,
You make my life so beautiful, wonderful, and new,
You're my hopes and dreams, you're my everything,
I'm so in love with you.
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Your lips are like honey, and your kisses like wine.
I want to feel your skin against mine every night.
My ideal body weight is yours on mine.
I love the way you explore my body.
Tired of trying to be everything. Trying to be perfect. Wrong paths and wrong people and missed opportunities. Am I letting my mental illness take over my life?
A look into the mind of a BPD, Anxiety ridden woman. With no identity but her Panic.
With my ways it's hard to keep down anything healthy, relationships that don't last but stay with me like my own personal demons. And evil around the corner you'd never see coming. The pain changes you. Trauma changes you. It strips you away from yourself.
BPD strips away your identity sometimes I guess this is my way of finding myself again, through writing and reflecting and realizing it is okay to be hurting.
This book will include poetry and scenes and think pieces. It will be vulnerable. It will be raw. It will remind you of your own loss.
- "She." Xx🥀xX