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A saddened story between two girls in how they met and how ____ ended. 

The two girls' have their own story. That's why I made each a story about their life. 

After, the two girls have met they find true love and ____ tries to change, but ____ doesn't want ____ to change.. 

See how it starts and maybe ends.. 

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Just a quote,"Don't cut your arms, and don't cut you thighs. Put down that lighter, and pull up your sleeves, show the world you are still alive.. Put that scale back, and go have some dinner. Sweetheart, listen you're worth it.. Stop your crying, and dry your tears.. Put the rope back, put the gun down, and spit out those pills, this isn't how your story ends. You're only a child, you shouldn't dream of death. Please listen, stop faking a smile, and let you eyes show your lies.. It'll be hard, but please try.   You might realize, Life isn't so hard.."All Rights Reserved

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