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Depression

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Reads 202
Votes 9
Parts 15
Time 1 hour, 3 minutes

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Sometimes I smile because I remember when I was happy. Then I cry because I don't have very many memories. And then I look down and I ask myself who would want a girl like me? A girl with a troubled past and wrists full of cuts and scares. A girl who doesn't know what a real smile or lauh is anymore and a girl like me. Depressed.All Rights Reserved

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Rumors, Rumors, Nothing But Rumors (L.S) by harrystylesisgod24

"FUCKING HARRY STYLES! And no, that is not a to-do list. It's an adequate description of the most annoyingly self-indulgent human being, Louis Tomlinson has ever met, and those were his first thoughts when he laid eyes on the guy." All in all, this makes for a pretty unbearable situation when an unlucky coincidence, a need for good publicity and a whole lot of rumors results in a pretend friendship - or whatever one would call the relationship between Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles.

Don't Leave Me, Okay? {COMPLETED} by WithLoveAliceMaze

They had only been friends. But the fans created this false relationship between them: Larry Stylinson. They would brush it off. It was fake after all. That is until one fell for the other. He shouldn't have looked it up. He shouldn't have read all of those fan fictions. He shouldn't have fallen in love. But he did. And he was so screwed because no one could know. His career was on the line. His entire band would be over. So they made him a womanizer behind his back. All these rumors floated around in order to hide his true orientation. But he'd never be happy. Not until he could tell him 'I love you'. That was his goal. His mission. His dream. But they were just friends. Nothing more, nothing less. Just friends, right?

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) by Rebecca1232

Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

If Only You Knew (Larry Stylinson) by 1Direction4everever

It hurts to see the one you love with someone else. To see them smiling with someone that isn't you. To see them kiss and hug someone right in front of you and they don't realize that you're there wishing they would kiss you instead. The feeling in your heart when they say " I love you.", but it's not meant for you... I never thought this would happen, especially to me.. my name is Harry Styles and i'm in love with my best-friend.. Louis Tomlinson (Contains self-harm..some smut.. cursing..and that's all for now I guess.)

Where it all began [Larry Stylinston] by frooooggg

A story about a boy who suffers from anxiety and depression. He falls in love with a popular boy but he doesn't know how to express his feelings. He doesn't accept people loving him and when it comes to relationships he tries his best to be okay but sometimes it's hards to continue to fake that smile.

Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

The Space Between Us | Larry Stylinson by the_prettiest_04

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Louis' Depressed Girl by Lunanee26

I'm alone. The world hates me.... I cry, scream, lay emotionless. I was saved.. By one guy... But he betrayed me, and once again I was alone.... Till one member of a special boyband helped me.

Strong ||N.H|| by VasHappenninJenn

Depression is not just a mental illness, it is also an emotion. Mine began when I was fourteen, after my parents died only months apart. Now I have to look over my younger sister and care for her no mater what. I love her, and she loves me. All of that changes once a blonde boy saves me and begins to care for me despite the risks. Little did I know was that he was going to change my life forever and that I was going to change his forever. Story published Sept. 4 2014

WASTED by juliamulyana

You are not the person I thought I knew. You were just a wasted I love you. Copyright ©2016 by juliamulyana. All Rights Reserved.

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Rumors, Rumors, Nothing But Rumors (L.S)

"FUCKING HARRY STYLES! And no, that is not a to-do list. It's an adequate description of the most annoyingly self-indulgent human being, Louis Tomlinson has ever met, and those were his first thoughts when he laid eyes on the guy." All in all, this makes for a pretty unbearable situation when an unlucky coincidence, a need for good publicity and a whole lot of rumors results in a pretend friendship - or whatever one would call the relationship between Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles.