Depression
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Last published Fri, Dec 26, 2014
Sometimes I smile because I remember when I was happy. Then I cry because I don't have very many memories. And then I look down and I ask myself who would want a girl like me? A girl with a troubled past and wrists full of cuts and scares. A girl who doesn't know what a real smile or lauh is anymore and a girl like me. Depressed.
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