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The Pacifist [COMPLETED]

AshleyMatthewsWrites

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Reads 7,272
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Parts 60
Time 3h 12m

AshleyMatthewsWrites

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Leaving a violent past behind, Joseph Maxwell becomes a pacifist and runs a small wellness center. After years of successfully quieting his inner demons, his hard work is threatened by a tormented, but unsuspecting, young woman.

Rachel Mackenzie's intrigue trumps her common sense when she accepts Joseph's vague offer to help her find inner peace. Meeting him had dissipated some of the fog she constantly walked around in and for the first time, she felt something other than echoing pain. And if Joseph has his way, she will feel much, much more.

Warning: This contains mature language and sexual content. Suggested for 18+ audience.All Rights Reserved

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Story Excerpt My back is pressed against the wall, his face just mere inches from mine while his hands are planted on the wall above my head. A grin so devilish that it would make Satan scared, appears on his face. "I think you're lying to me" he mutters "What makes you think that?" I choke out He cocks his head to the side a little "Your pupils are dilated, you can't look me in the eyes, and I can see the slightest dew on your forehead from the sweat you've started to accumulate" he says, his eyes studying my reactions I continue to avoid eye contact, struggling to find a response and before I can muster a word out, he frazzles me again. His hand travels down the wall to my cheek and he tucks my hair behind my ear before lifting my chin with his finger, so I have no choice but to lock eyes with him. My breathing is quickened, my heart rate increases. "I think you'd like to see just how loud I can make you scream in a matter of minutes" he says with a low and hungry tone I'm in deep trouble. ______________________________________ 23-year-old Evelyn has never been one to interact with her neighbors but that changes when 24-year-old Jay moves just across the hall from her. Jay is cocky and inconsiderate; Evelyn finds him infuriating; however, she also finds him unbearably attractive. Evelyn is determined to keep her relationship with Jay strictly to a neighbor/acquaintance level, but Jay is determined to get more from her.