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alexa bipolar bipolardisorder broken depression girlxgirl highschoolgirl lgbt lgbtq lonly lowselfesteem mentalhealth mutant outcast selfdestruction strange weird

"i am broken"


A bipolar girl struggles to find herself and in the process she fights the greatest enemy, herself. The only one who can break you down and bruise you. The only one who can pick you up and mend you back together again. At the end of the day, who can you trust not to snap you emotions and desecrate your own life. She lost herself, outcasted, lonely, torn herself apart. "I am Alexa."

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Don't Call Me Baby by rveleva

Jordy feels like she has met the love of her life and everything is almost as if taken out of a fairytale, especially after Archer Finn confronts her about his own feelings for her. The only obstacle for a beautiful relationship to bloom is the fact that Jordy has to leave for university in exactly seven days. Oh, and the fact that Archer is notorious for his player tendencies and cannot be trusted. Can she wear her heart on her sleeve even if it's only for a week? ----- "You've had sex in a car, haven't you?" "I've had sex pretty much everywhere, baby." "Ew, gross." "Why do you think so? Actually doing it in the park isn't-" "I wasn't talking about this, I just really hate pet names. I cringe so hard every time a couple overuses a certain word, thinking it's romantic. It's not! Why is this even a thing?" "Wow, I never thought someone could be this cute while pulling a mom rant." "Shut up." I scrunch up my nose as if I'm offended but my cheeks redden nonetheless. "Okay, baby." ----- PG13: curse words, sexual jokes and innuendos, descriptive kissing scenes This book is planned to be short, sweet and easy to read! I dedicate it to all of my hopeless romantics out there :)

Finding Alexa by Glory1777

Eighteen year old Alexa is having the worst time of her life. It all started ten years ago, with her mother's death, where everything went downhill. Her life went upside down and she can't do anything about it. So she seeks help from God, but will she ever be happy again? (On Hold) I'll be editing as much as I can.

I See You Because I'm A Monster Too by SayHelloToTheSky

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Broken ✓ by xx_nicoleavalon_xx

Seventh-grader Alexa Hart's world is defined by loss and loneliness. Her mother is gone, her brother lies in a coma, and her father offers nothing but neglect. At school, she's friendless and relentlessly bullied-especially by Blake-and at home, her father's new marriage saddles her with five stepbrothers who openly despise her. As Alexa's isolation and despair deepen, the question looms: can she ever find a path to happiness, or is she destined to remain trapped in misery? Note: This story contains swearing, abuse, self-harm, depression, and other sensitive topics.

What A Tease [girlxgirl] by KayLitha

Cassandra - I've gone through life's ups and downs because of you. I've felt how crazy love can be with you. But I just can't get you off my mind. You've got a piece of me and honestly, my life would suck without you. Alice - I let you go once. I won't let go anymore. All these mixed signals? They're all your unsaid feelings. You're still there, hurting yourself with her. But I'll wait, and I'll be your crying shoulder. I'll be love's suicide. Rebecca - I had lost you once. But you came back to me. Holding you now, feels like a mistery. How can I have you again? How can you still love me after all I let you went through? But now, the only thing I know is that I will do my best to cherish you forever, and never hurt you anymore. When life gives you back what you've lost, how will you take it? Cass had it all. Money, good grades, popularity, friends, She was on top of the world. And she threw it all. Alice, being a little girl, couldn't understand why or what had happened. All she knew was Cass was hurt and She wanted Cass to be happy again. So she did whatever she could to help out of love, only to have Cass walked out. Rebecca didn't have a choice. She couldn't have given her burden to the woman she loves tenderly. She was afraid that Cass would have left her if she had known. So she had to endure everything until she exploded. After almost 4 years, Cass is now back in town. Alice falls deeper in love with her, as Cass has a little crush on her. She thought this time, it will all go well. She would be dating Alice and everything's going to be fine. But when she met Rebecca, and saw that she still loves her, everything got way more complicated than before.

Cynical Souls by DramaQueenforreal

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The Gift Of Love by Zoe_oxox

"I never thought that it would end up like that.. We were one soul.. We were in love.. And now what.. We are just an old story in each others memory.. Everyone went in another way.. Another world we can't get each other in. Your thoughts differ than mine.. We returned in to two souls every soul is trying to forget.. Maybe you forgot me and I'm just a memory for you now But for me you're more than such a memory.. You're the love of my life that I won't find it again.. You're my life, every beautiful memory is with you and only you.. Why did you leave me in the time that I needed you? You've broken me into pieces and I didn't think that you would do that.. You were too much pure to do that."

Sticks and Stones by MelanieGaleaz

Brady Parker. The best hockey player Holloway University had seen in years. He was essentially guaranteed a position on any professional team he wanted. That was until someone smashed his knee in on the night before the biggest game of his life. A year after the event that should have been career ending, he was back on the ice. But it wasn't without its struggle. Tatum Hartley. Biology student, aspiring doctor, and current assistant to the physical therapist for the Holloway Falcons. She adored her job, except for the fact that her most time-consuming patient was the one who wanted to be there the least. But given his knee was smashed in, she couldn't say the attitude was unexpected. Not to mention, the investigation into who almost ended Brady's career was still ongoing. Nobody seemed to know exactly what happened that night- or rather, they just weren't willing to say. Sticks and stones may break their bones, but their secrets are what will cast the final blow. ●・○・♥︎・○・● Approximately 93.4k words Complete

I Can't Love Her (Girlxgirl) by xUndeadCutiex

I can't possibly love her she's a girl! In this story two girls worlds collide Alice a high ranking bad girl of highlanders high meets Alexa the new girl in school. But when these two meet will it cause destruction or happiness? Will Alice's mind change or will she reject Alexa? Will this world collide or fall to pieces? Is it really easy to let someone dear to you go? This story is where a lot of characters come and go but each one posses a great ability for the story! Read and see How these two ladies end up Credit goes to tumblr for the picture Editing done by me -A aka Angel

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COMA ( original story ) by wreaths-

❛ IF THERE'S ONE THING I KNOW, IT'S THAT THIS IS NOT MY LIFE ❜ Ever since a devastating accident, Bianca has been in a coma. Her brain created a whole new, fake world in its sleeping state. Now after almost three years, Bianca is finally awake, and she doesn't remember a thing about her 'real' life. All she remembers is the false world her brain generated for her. Her parents aren't her parents. Her friends aren't her friends. Her life isn't her life. So when a girl appears in the hospital, why does Bianca feel such a strong connection to her? «H I G H E S T R A N K I N G» #2 I N S C I - F I 11/3/17 (*faints*) #3 I N S C I - F I 14/2/17 (fREAKING OUT!) #4 I N S C I - F I 12/2/17 (thank you to everyone who got me here! LOVE!!! <3) 1st Place in the Sci Fi genre of The StarStruck Awards! 1st Place in The Shimmer Awards! Cover by the incredible @XantheRowds! [ OLD WITH A LOT OF PLOT HOLES. FEEL FREE TO ADD TO YOUR LIBRARY AND WAIT FOR THE REWRITE! ]

Fading Away ✅ by kia_spens18

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Falling In Love With My Sugar Mommy by 769bitch

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